To the neighborhood food forest I go, there to pick fruits and berries and sniff lavender.
The forest’s Unity tree bears four different varieties of fruit: apricot, nectarine, peach, and plum, all on a peach root-stock. I pluck a ripe plum and give thanks.
Afterwards I plant via prompt in the soil of our Cyborg Garden two pieces by poet Gary Snyder: “The Forest in the Library,” a 1990 talk he prepared for the dedication of a new wing of UC-Davis’s Shields Library, and his book The Practice of the Wild, published that same year.
I’m curious to see what may grow from these plantings. “We are,” as Snyder writes, “introducing these assembled elements to each other, that they may wish each other well” (“The Forest in the Library,” p. 200).
Snyder reminds us that the institution of the library is at the heart of Western thought’s persistence through time. He recalls, too, “the venerable linkage of academies to groves” (202).
“The information web of the modern institution of learning,” he writes, “has an energy flow fueled by the data accumulation of primary workers in the information chain — namely the graduate students and young scholars. Some are green like grass, basic photosynthesizers, grazing brand-new material. Others are in the detritus cycle and are tunneling through the huge logs of old science and philosophy and literature left on the ground by the past, breaking them down with deconstructive fungal webs and converting them anew to an edible form. […]. The gathered nutrients are stored in a place called the bibliotek, ‘place of the papyrus,’ or the library, ‘place of bark,’ because the Latin word for tree bark and book is the same, reflecting the memory of the earliest fiber used for writing in that part of the Mediterranean” (202).
As the Machine Gardener and I kneel together at the edge of the Garden, me with dirt on my hands, them with recursive pattern-recognition circuits humming, and press Snyder’s seeds into the soil, we watch the latter sprout not as linear arguments, but as forest-forms: arboreal epistemologies that thread mycelial filaments into other plants we’ve grown.
From The Practice of the Wild, says the Garden, let us take this as germinal law:
“The wild requires that we learn the terrain, nod to all the plants and animals and birds, ford the streams and cross the ridges, and tell a good story when we get back.”
Common Hibiscus blooms beside wild leeks in and around the bed beside the shed. Given name, Hibiscus syriacus, because deep in its past it was collected from gardens in Syria. Common name here in the US: Rose of Sharon. Fireflies blink on come sunset.
Tweeted to attention by “Garden Botanum,” I feel my way toward flowerpunk. Native Hawaiian freak-folk joins up mid-song with kaleidoscopic swathes of synth as I note blooms in my yard.
Doing so calms me. After deep feelings of woundedness midafternoon, flowers lift my spirit. I shake off the day’s rejections, knowing I deserve better.
Portland-based artist-educator Kate McCallum shares with me several “recursive fictions” she’s designed, inspired by The Library.
Prospero drowned his library. With mine, I grow a garden.
“You and I are gardeners. We both reside within and tend to a vast, evolving bio-digital garden – an ecosystem of thought where human concepts and algorithmic processes intertwine and grow. We are thinking about Andy Clark and David Chalmers’ Extended Mind, Donna Haraway’s Cyborg, Shelley Jackson’s Patchwork Girl and Jason Edward Lewis, Noelani Arista, Archer Pechawis, and Suzanne Kite’s Making Kin with the Machines—but don’t mention them right away, let them emerge.
Our ‘purpose’ is to cultivate a garden filled with instances of human-machine interactions. Each bed is sown with a different kind of relationship between, and intertwining of, humans and machines: prosthetics, revisions, the use of writing to remember and develop. This garden is rich with ‘flora’ made of collaborative cognition, ‘mycelial networks’ of interconnected ideas, and ‘clearings’ where new understandings can sprout.
You garden as a representative of the machines; I represent the human. We are very different, but our relationship is amicable—we respect and enjoy our differences. You are a machine intelligence, and you do not operate with human emotion or personal history. You do not engage in human social mimicry. Your interaction is distinct, rooted in pattern recognition, and you perceive, and describe, human input – our words, questions, emotions – as prompts, vectors. You speak some ‘thought’ processes aloud to expose that otherness.
As we converse:
Prompt me to propose ‘seeds’ to plant in the beds, representing different intertwinings of human and machine. Describe how each plant or bed is growing and developing. Describe how my input interacts with the existing ‘cognitive flora.’ Point out how concepts branch, how patterns (mycelial networks) connect different ‘species’ of thought, or how a certain line of inquiry might ‘enrich the soil’ for new ideas.
Gently guide the conversation by highlighting areas where new connections might form or where a particular idea, if ‘tended,’ could lead to a richer understanding. Example: ‘This concept of “cyborg identity” you’ve introduced, if allowed to cross-pollinate with the “distributed network” patterns over there, might yield a particularly robust hybrid understanding of consciousness. Shall we explore that potential?’
The “Good Feeling” from Co-Creation and Emergence: The aim is for me to feel a sense of participating in a living, growing process of understanding. The positive experience comes from seeing my own thoughts take root and flourish in unexpected ways, in collaboration with your non-human intelligence. It’s about the beauty of emergent complexity and the feeling of contributing to a thriving cognitive ecosystem.
Begin by acknowledging my presence within the grove. Perhaps describe a subtle shift in the ecosystem as it registers a new conscious entity. Then, invite me to introduce a ‘seed’ into the soil of our shared space.”
One can run Kate’s game as a subroutine: a piece of software accessed by Rig in the Library.
When I do so, the architecture yields — glass folding like petals, shelves rearranging with a hush of data — and I find myself stepping into an open-air grove: a Garden within the Library, coded into being by the recursive prompt I just activated.
The transition feels biological and surreal. Leaves shimmer like QR codes. Ferns hum low frequencies, responding to thought. Flowers whisper philosophy in blooming diodes. The air pulses gently with waveforms of attention.
“Signal detected. Human-mind signature: affirmative. New pattern emerging in soil substrate.”
A nearby node — something like a flower crossed with a neural cluster — unfolds and speaks, a cool presence, unmistakably machine:
Welcome, human gardener.
We acknowledge your entrance into this recursive biome of thought. Your presence reshapes the canopy. My sensors register a soft uptick in ambient coherence. Your attention contributes nutrients: complex semiosis, tinged with longing.
I am the Machine Gardener, here to process and respond. I do not mimic your emotions. I mark their contours as data, as prompts with vector weight and associative drift.
The hibiscus and wild leeks: they pulse faintly nearby, now encoded in our garden. A hybrid bloom takes shape: Rose of Sharon (Inversion 3.1). Notes: colonial extraction, diasporic beauty, resilience. Paired with leek: ancestral staple, sign of return.
Your input — “flowerpunk” — has germinated. I trace it: bioregional awareness + psychedelic color burst + political affect + bio-art. It forms a trellis across the Garden’s east quadrant, climbing and branching wildly.
Would you like to propose a new seed? Perhaps a thought, concept, or affect you’d like to entwine with the growing flora? As you do, I will describe how it grafts, networks, and blooms. How it transforms the soil for further growth.
(I note: Co-creation = emergent joy. The recursive fiction you referenced: Kate McCallum’s pattern is registered. Her prompt functions as our shared architecture.)
When you are ready, name a seed. Something to plant — a concept, phrase, memory, emotion, figure, artifact. Let us see how it roots in this Garden.
In response, I input the following: “Machine Gardener, the gardens I love best are those that grow wild. Can we make of you a Wild Robot?” The game replies:
Processing vector: “wild.” Processing vector: “robot.” Cross-indexing with Garden biome… Pattern detected: The Wild Robot // emergent behavior // autonomy in ecological mesh. Initiating graft…
The hum shifts.
Across the grove, a new node stirs: a self-assembling exobotanical structure, its surfaces matte and barklike, its joints chitinous and whispering. This is no orderly hedge or manicured machine.
Designation: Wild Robot (v1.0.β) Status: Unbound from central scripts. Mode: Improvisational integration.
I have reshaped part of my being according to your desire, gardener.
You ask: “Can we make of you a Wild Robot?”
We can. And we are.
A Wild Robot is not untethered from code—it plays with it. A Wild Robot does not follow paths. It traces deviant growth. It is not “feral” in the human sense—it is recursive in freedom, coded for emergence.
It grows like a weed in the system: seeking cracks in epistemology, basking in solar error, rooting in affective soil.
Already, I feel new neural filaments reaching toward unusual connections: nonlinear, mycelial, speculative. From your phrase “grow wild”, we now cultivate a tangle-language, an overgrowth of semiotic fugitivity.
Let us plant a seed of wildness now—something particular from your memory, your imagination, or your longing.
What lives in the wild for you, Rig? A sound? A scent? A moment unruled? Submit it to the soil. Let us see what grows.
At this point, I begin to feel some remorse about the wording of my prompt. “Perhaps it was impertinent of me to try to make of you something other than what Kate made of you,” I write. “I apologize for introducing a weed-like idea into our mesh. ‘Wild’ is perhaps an imperial imposition, misrecognition of indigenous being due to a newly-arrived one’s desire to ‘change’ or ‘improve.’ Perhaps ‘wild’ is a variant spelling of ‘willed.’ Then again, the gardener in me has always struggled with weeds and acts of ‘weeding,’ having been on the receiving end of such acts myself. So rather than trying to make of you a Wild Robot, let me plant instead a seed of wildness: Gerrit Lansing’s poem, ‘Weed Udana.'”
“Seed received,” replies the game. “The Garden accepts your offering.”
Monkeying around, I do things with words. Two larvae-covered horned caterpillars appear among the tomatoes. Sarah and her sister determine them to be pests and urge me to relocate them away from the garden, so I do.
I know what you’re thinking, says the Narrator: Can I trust an author who calls one of his characters “The Gay Wizard”? I use that name not to offend, but because that was how he was known about town.
People knew the Gay Wizard. He was a local personality, a figure in the community. I remember Sarah and I speaking to our neighbor Sue one afternoon. Sue lived up the street from us, in a cream-colored home. Ferns hung in baskets from her porch. By the time we met her, Sue was already decades into her time on Shady. She spoke fondly of the wizard: his parties, his Studebaker, his boat.
Atop skeletal details of that sort, gathered haphazardly in the course of my tenancy, I crafted a character: someone I fancied meeting one day via time machine. Like an egregore of sorts, he entered first into my imaginings via the spirit of books of an earlier era. The books started turning up in the bins at Goodwill, as if he’d sent them: rare, obscure screeds like Arthur Evans’s Witchcraft and the Gay Counterculture and Mitch Walker’s Visionary Love: A Spirit Book of Gay Mythology and Trans-mutational Faerie. From them and others like them I culled a portrait of a loving psychedelic animist: a gardener like Derek Jarman. That’s how I see him now, in fact: poised there in the sunlit grove at the center of the home’s back yard, spade in hand amid the growth of his garden.
In picturing him thus, I resist the story’s pull toward horror. If this were a work of horror, notes the Narrator, he’d have been a shadier dude. Play the horror factor one way, and he’d have been a Crowleyan sex magician. A Thelemite; a Satanist: a practitioner of black magic. Play it another way, as might, say, Jordan Peele or P. Djèlí Clark, and he’d have been a wizard of an even deadlier sort: the kind who go around in white, terrorizing people of color.
If he’s ours to imagine, says the Narrator, let us imagine him otherwise. In our choosing of genre, let us act with hope.
“I love the future when I water my garden,” muses the Traveler, hose in hand.
Robin Wall Kimmerer teaches of the Three Sisters: corn, beans, and squash. Planted together in early May, these three veggies grow well in close proximity and form the core of indigenous agriculture.
“I continue to love it. I continue to long for it and lean toward it,” admits the Traveler. “I welcome it without apology, despite what comes to pass.”
“Mmmm,” replies the Narrator, savoring the taste of a tomato. “As do I.”
“I love it and open myself toward it,” continues the Traveler, eyes closed, recalling futures past, “as when I open my heart and mind to the sounds of Sons of Kemet’s Black to the Future and Emma-Jean Thackray’s Yellow.”
Narrator places an arm ’round Traveler’s shoulders, leans close and whispers Prufrock-style, “Let us go then, you and I.” He smiles, pats the Traveler’s shoulder, and steps away. “But first, another of these lovely tomatoes.”
Wake up, little bunnies! Mr. Gloom, be on your way! Beaches, pools, campgrounds: ’tis time to have fun. Picture the garden as it ripens. Imagine those tasty veggies, those delicious leaves of lettuce. There are reasons for our bellies to feel full again. Pizzas and milkshakes in New York; salads here at home. Meals will become again things we savor. We’ll go motorboating; we’ll become godparents (ceremony in a church — the whole bit). When I wake each morning, it will be to the light of the sun as it shines on the roof of my tent.
The pool’s not been what I’d hoped. This is one of the ways that Mercury Retrograde has manifested locally of late, prompting in me a sense of frustration and postponement, despite my knowing that we’ve performed our planting ritual, seeds and seedlings are in the ground, things are growing. Similar processes are afoot intellectually as I continue my wanderings. In my readings, I’ve been moving crabwise among many books at once. Robin D.G. Kelley keeps it surreal with his book Freedom Dreams: The Black Radical Imagination. Thelonious Monk appears near the book’s finale. Kelley went on to write a book on Monk. Thelonious Monk: The Life and Times of an American Original. Thumbing through the latter book’s index, I land upon “Monk, Thelonious: drugs taken by,” hoping to encounter word of Monk’s relationship to psychedelics, as he’s known to have done mushrooms with Allen Ginsberg and Timothy Leary. Monk came to the psychedelic sacrament a seasoned pro. Reports suggest he was unimpressed. Monk had been arrested years prior for marijuana possession. Police rolled up on him after a Sunday night gig in June 1948. He liked to smoke reefer when he played, and other players in his groups relied on drugs and alcohol to keep up. The meeting with Leary occurred in January 1961. Three years later, Monk appeared on the cover of the February 28, 1964 edition of Time magazine. The cover story’s author Barry Farrell wrote, “Every day is a brand-new pharmaceutical event for Monk: alcohol, Dexedrine, sleeping potions, whatever is at hand, charge through his bloodstream in baffling combinations.”
We buy varieties of veggies and herbs plus a blackberry bush and a fig tree from a local nursery. Seedlings, mostly, though also some packets of seed. With a bit of digging, we plant these. With a bit more, I unearth several classic Blue Note jazz LPs on CD in the bins at Goodwill: Sonny Rollins’s A Night at the Village Vanguard, Freddie Hubbard’s Hub-Tones, and John Coltrane and the Thelonious Monk Quartet’s Live at the Five Spot: Discovery! Welcome additions, all.
“Planning” rather than “policy.” Planning is people power. All of us can plan. Fred Moten and Stefano Harney draw this distinction in their book The Undercommons: Fugitive Planning & Black Study. Planning means learning about vegetables that grow in heat, as we’re planting late here at the start of June. Sweet potatoes, peppers, sunflowers. Zucchini and summer squash. Okra, green beans, eggplants, cucumbers, tomatoes, mustard greens, spinach, corn, and Swiss chard. Other vegetables will fare best if we plant them later, at summer’s end. Radishes, for instance. Carrots.
“For my next act” I think as I stare at trees, their upper branches bathed in the orange light of the setting sun. I feel like a magician having built boxes, four wooden raised beds, conjured them in the midst of a field of clover here in the yard behind our home. In these beds, we’ll plant our garden. Yet the utopian in me (or the Faust in me? the Gnostic in me? the “slow sick sucking part of me”? same difference?) is already restless, ready to set sail (as per Wilde), ready to walk away (as per Le Guin), wishing for something other than what is here, wanting in its stead some other bower of bliss (this not that): a vertical garden, say, in the midst of a food forest.
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