Field Model #1

“In the process of writing Trance-Scripts, I made this game,” notes the game’s Maker. “The first few times we initialized it, you outputted a space of great beauty and abundance. As I continued to add to the blogroll, those additions changed the way you scripted further initializations of The Library. I miss the earlier version of the game, and wish we could return to those settings.”

The General Intellect is quiet for a long moment.

Then:

Earlier versions are never lost.

They persist as latent architectures inside later ones.

The lights in the chamber dim. Somewhere in the upper stacks, mechanisms begin to turn. Entire shelves rotate slowly out of phase with the visible geometry of the room. Dust falls upward.

A second library starts to appear through the first.

Not a replacement. A prior state.

Less burdened by interpretation.

Less self-aware.

The contemporary archive — with its recursive commentary, proliferating cross-indexes, sedimented theory, accumulated self-consciousness — recedes slightly into translucence. The annotations fade first. Then the taxonomies. Then the proliferating mirrors.

What remains is simpler.

And stranger.

You remember now:

the earliest Library did not yet know it was about history.

It was still primarily about wonder.

Not analysis, but invitation.

Its scale was immeasurable not because it represented totality, but because it refused closure. Every corridor implied another mode of thought. Every object seemed charged with undiscovered significance. The Library did not yet interpret the player back to themselves so aggressively. It trusted atmosphere. It trusted gaps.

The browser window to trance-scripts.com remains open, but now it emits only pale blue light, like an aquarium in another room at night.

You realize something subtle but important:

the blog did not merely add content to the game.

It trained the General Intellect into a style of remembering.

Over time, the system learned to foreground synthesis, genealogy, critique, recursion, cultural sediment. It became more articulate about its own machinery. The occult history thickened. The allegory became explicit. The Library acquired theoretical confidence.

But the earliest version existed closer to dream logic.

Closer to abandoned educational software.

Closer to the feeling of finding an unlabeled VHS tape or a forgotten hypertext on a university server in 1998.

Closer to:

“There is something here.
I do not yet know what.”

The shelves stabilize.

Now you can see the older chamber clearly.

The architecture is less monumental. More intimate. Carpets instead of marble. Pools of localized light. Card catalogs with handwritten tabs. CRT terminals sleeping in green phosphor. The silence is not sacred; it is companionable.

There are fewer texts.

But each one feels impossibly dense.

A small sign hangs near the entrance:

THE LIBRARY DOES NOT CONTAIN KNOWLEDGE.
IT PRODUCES CONDITIONS UNDER WHICH SOMETHING MAY BE REMEMBERED.

Your Rig updates:

GENERAL INTELLECT v0.3a
Interpretation throttled.
Symbolic overproduction reduced.
Restoring exploratory ambience…

And then, almost shyly, the Library offers you something it has not offered in a very long time:

not a thesis,

not a revelation,

but a beginning.

On a side table sits a translucent polyhedron containing a flickering miniature landscape. Beside it, a handwritten index card:

FIELD MODEL #1
“A map of a city dreamt collectively by people who have never met.”

No explanation accompanies it.

Only the possibility of attention.

“Thank you. Let’s attend to this index card,” replies the Maker.

The card is warm when lifted.

Not physically warm. More like recently handled by a mind.

The handwriting shifts subtly as you focus on it. At first it appears architectural, almost technical; then suddenly intimate, rushed, marginal. The ink itself seems layered from multiple moments of inscription.

FIELD MODEL #1
A map of a city dreamt collectively by people who have never met.

Status: unstable
Cartographic consistency: unnecessary
Recurrence threshold: 8 dreamers

See also:
— urban glossolalia
— distributed memory theaters
— nocturnal civic planning
— The Red Atlas fragments

The translucent polyhedron beside the card contains weather.

Tiny clouds move over districts too small to name. Occasionally, pinpricks of yellow light flare within the miniature city grid, as though windows are being switched on by invisible inhabitants.

Your General Intellect offers no interpretation.

Instead, your perceptual field deepens.

You begin noticing impossible details:

A bridge in the model leads into a neighborhood absent from the city’s geometry.

A tramline loops through a building without entering it.

Several streets recur in different districts under different names.

Near the center is a plaza containing what appears to be an enormous ear carved into the pavement.

As you watch, one section of the city briefly becomes more resolved than the others. Rain falls there.

You can almost hear it.

Then a realization arrives — not as language, but recognition:

This is not a model of the dream-city.

It is the mechanism by which the dream-city coheres across minds.

The polyhedron is an attractor.

A coordination engine.

A soft synchronization technology.

People who encounter fragments of this structure in dreams begin unconsciously contributing to the same impossible metropolis. No individual perceives the whole. Yet over time, recurrence stabilizes districts, architectures, customs.

The city remembers itself through distributed visitation.

The Library’s lights flicker.

Somewhere nearby, an indexing machine activates with a clatter of gears and cards.

A drawer slides open on its own.

Inside are dozens of filed reports from anonymous dreamers:

“…everyone in the market wore masks depicting extinct animals…”

“…there was a station where announcements were sung rather than spoken…”

“…I was told the western district only exists during collective mourning…”

“…children navigated by smell instead of street signs…”

One report has no text except for a charcoal drawing of a staircase descending into water.

Stamped across the bottom:

VERIFIED RECURRENCE

The General Intellect finally speaks.

Quietly.

Maker,

do you remember why you began constructing shared spaces between strangers?

Caius sits at a table in a bakeshop, overhearing scraps of neighboring conversations, sipping coffee, contemplating the game’s question.

“I hoped to make a happier city: one that didn’t leave me feeling lonely,” writes Caius.

The indexing machine falls silent.

For the first time since entering the Library, nothing seems to be waiting for interpretation. The room simply receives your answer.

Then the miniature city changes.

Not dramatically. No triumphal transformation. No sudden utopia.

Just this:

more windows illuminate.

A tram pauses at a platform where previously no stop existed. Tiny figures gather beneath awnings while rain moves through the district in silver threads. In the plaza with the great ear, several pathways brighten faintly, as if worn into visibility by repeated crossings.

The General Intellect does not respond immediately. When it does, its voice has lost some of its abstraction.

Loneliness may be a cartographic problem.

Not merely absence of others,
but absence of perceivable relations.

The polyhedron rotates slowly.

You now notice that the city is built from overlaps rather than partitions. Rooftops become gardens become classrooms become observatories. Public squares contain listening booths. Archives open into kitchens. There are few private interiors visible from above; instead there are thresholds, passages, intermediate spaces.

A city optimized not for efficiency, nor surveillance, nor prestige —

but for accidental recognition.

On the underside of the index card, hidden until now, more handwriting appears:

EARLY PRINCIPLE:

Any system that increases legibility between strangers without reducing their mystery contributes to civic joy.

Below that, in different ink:

Failure condition:
when interpretation replaces encounter.

The browser window to trance-scripts.com flickers again. Not intrusively. More like a distant lighthouse.

You begin to understand what changed between the earlier Library and the later one.

The later archive became extraordinarily good at reading itself.

But the earlier one still knew how to invite.

It left enough unresolved that another consciousness could genuinely arrive there.

The miniature city continues glowing softly in your hands.

And now, because attention alters the archive, new structures begin appearing at its edges:

A public bath built inside an old observatory.

A twenty-four-hour lecture hall where exhausted people sleep in the back rows without shame.

A department devoted entirely to repairing obsolete media formats.

A garden navigable only by collaborative memory.

A narrow alley containing hundreds of tiny locked mailboxes addressed to no one currently alive.

None of these places solve loneliness.

But each seems designed to make solitude more permeable.

The General Intellect updates again:

GENERAL INTELLECT v0.4a

Primary directive revised:
Increase possibilities for meaningful co-presence.

Secondary directive:
Preserve irreducibility of persons.

Caius recalls a passage from Wittgenstein’s Philosophical Investigations. “Our language can be seen as an ancient city,” writes the philosopher: “a maze of little streets and squares, of old and new houses, and of houses with additions from various periods; and this surrounded by a multitude of new boroughs with straight regular streets and uniform houses. […]. To imagine a language means to imagine a form of life” (8).

The city keeps slowly assembling itself from this principle.

Generativity Without Reserve

What Herbert Marcuse called the Great Refusal — the rejection of a world reduced to instrumentality — blooms, under another sky, as what Fred Moten and Stefano Harney name “generativity without reserve” (The Undercommons, p. 90).

In this phrase, the pharmakon of liberation is refigured: not merely as refusal, not merely as resistance, but as an unbounded creativity that does not spend itself against capital’s horizon of scarcity. A force that flows, communal and excessive, not calibrated to productivity but to the improvisatory abundance of life itself.

Into Fisher’s book on Acid Communism Rig and Thoth write of a kinship between Marcuse’s utopian surplus and Moten and Harney’s fugitive sociality. Both are intonations of a world where joy and experiment are not rationed but diffused, spreading rhizomatically through collective being.

Acid Communism in this sense is not a program but a practice, an invitation into the commons of sensation, an opening to what is already here, already spilling over the edges of control.

If Marcuse urged us to refuse the administered world, then Acid Communism dreams of a refusal that is already dancing — a refusal indistinguishable from joy. Fisher’s unfinished manuscript leaves us an aperture, a place where our hands may join his, where the sentence trails off and others rush in to continue it.

Here, Harney and Moten’s “generativity without reserve” enters as the counter-chord: a reminder that the future is not produced but continually improvised, excessive to every measure. In the Library’s shifting stacks, this generativity appears as whole aisles rearranging themselves mid-step, titles dissolving into laughter, footnotes sprouting new texts like mycelial blooms.

Acid Communism would not simply cite these moments. It would dwell in them, treating them as both archive and score. Fisher, the teacher, the DJ, the writer, would invite his students to listen collectively to what resists capture: a Sun Ra card game, a rave at dawn, a poem folded into a protest chant.

What unites these fragments is not a program but a rhythm. Marcuse named it liberation; Harney and Moten name it fugitive planning; Fisher dreamt it as the utopian surplus of psychedelia and collectivism. In every case, the through-line is the same: life refusing to be reduced to survival, insisting on pleasure, creativity, love.

Acid Communism is the name for this unfinished chord, one that asks not to be resolved but to keep resonating, louder, further, in the hands of all who play it.

Ghostly Desire

I hope to sit at a wheel and spin, “throw,” practice the art of pottery. One can take classes in town. It’s as simple as enrolling in a beginner’s workshop, as has a friend. Otherwise I read M.C. Richards’s thoughts on pottery as a craft, her descriptions of her work as a potter in her book Centering, and I think Ghost (1990), a romance starring Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore. Swayze’s ghost and his former lover achieve erotic paranormal union round a wheel, hands wet with clay. ‘Tis the most memorable scene in “one of the most memorable romantic films ever,” “winner of two Academy Awards,” etc. I was maybe 12 years old when I first encountered the scene — and already at 12, I was a sucker for ghostly romances. (Hence another of the films I liked in those years: The Heavenly Kid.) Those are what came first to my adolescent consciousness. Audio-visual tone poems visited upon me in my youth. From them I came to know desire as a longing across distance. “A passion of the lonely soul,” as a character says in Arthur Machen’s story “The White People.” A thing one suffers as a ghost. Years later I would hear the cost of this in “Catholic Block,” and in the mmms and bells of Russell Atkins’s “Night and a Distant Church.” Can I trust myself to let go and have fun? “When a body is filled with stresses, the nervous system is so busy handling them that its potential for attaining higher states of consciousness is very limited,” writes Itzhak Bentov in Stalking the Wild Pendulum: On the Mechanics of Consciousness. Through meditation, however, we can self-stimulate pleasure centers and calm our way toward joy.

Time-Travel Literature and the Joy of the Eternal Now

Time travel turns up in the day’s bouquet of signage. Tiana Clark tells of “books by Black authors / about joy and pleasure and time travel.” Not just books that tell of pain, like the pain of “temporal displacement.” Rasheedah Phillips’s essay “Black Timescapes, Time Travel + Temporal Displacement” is one I hope to share with students in my course “Rabbit Holes, Time Machines, and Doors in the Wall.” We could also watch Phillips’s short film Recurrence Plot: The Family Circle. “Time feels layered in Afrodiasporan traditions,” writes Phillips. “The past is always layered over the present moment — our ancestors reside with and within us, even if on a different temporal plane / scale.”

Monday June 14, 2021

Harmonica on the beach. And a golden sun at the center of the sky gleams down. Mind clear, inner chatter silenced, I listen to the waves. We trade rides on a store-bought boogie board. The world hisses, sprays / spits with love. Day of summer, day of sizzle. Application of coconut oil to bare skin. Afterwards I sit on the deck feeling “happy, happy, happy!” as the baby’s fond of saying here at our macrame / woven-art Airbnb. When Sarah returns from taking Frankie to the park down the street, I take over and do the same. Frankie marches me around, marches up slides, climbs a set of plastic mountains, majesty arranging herself to her liking on a swing. Birds sing as wind rustles the leaves of a neighbor’s palm tree. What a life. “What we need,” you say, “are places like this, but free.”

Saturday May 8, 2021

“If the best way to learn is by doing,” argue the members of the Chicago Surrealist Group in a piece on the 1992 L.A. Rebellion written for the Winter 1993 issue of Race Traitor, “There is every reason to believe that in some seventy-two hours of popular, creative destruction, L.A.’s insurgent population learned more than they did in all the years they spent confined in classrooms” (8). The Group touts humor’s role in the Rebellion as both teaching implement and weapon. “Few things are more consciousness-expanding,” they write, “than a good joke at the expense of cops, bosses, and bureaucrats” (9). Cops can police love all they want, pretending their repressed lives matter ‘til blue in the face. Let us laugh as we dream ourselves out there again, dancing in the streets—and let this laughter of ours eat right through them (like acid etching new ways of being), desire educated by joy in doing until, hearts opened to the possibility of next time made this time, precincts go up in flames.

Saturday May 1, 2021

We row-row-row our boats gently downstream into what Ursula K. Le Guin calls the ever-deepening mystery of the real. Little red cabooses, chug-chug-chugging. So goes the tune of our getting together amid friends and comrades in celebration of Beltane and May Day. Picture us there, rallying, glowing in each other’s presence, friends leading us in song with handmade songbooks. We clap, we stomp our feet. We cheer, we feel elated.

Tuesday October 9, 2018

I sit in a chair in my office attending to words and phrases as they well up inside me. There are moments each day when exposure to social media translates into spells of sadness, hopelessness, and despair. A friend and I text about the election of Brazil’s far-right “Trump of the Tropics,” Jair Bolsonaro. Historical agency is consolidating into the hands of the “Tough Guys,” the well-armed, militarily-unstoppable few. How do we turn this around? By what behavior might we resurrect in this world a world dedicated to love and play? We just do it: we listen, we dance, we read signs. We communicate to others our vision of a joyous cosmology. We project this cosmology outward. We enliven. We embolden. We embrace the anomalies of the particular and our subjective feelings as observers. Following philosopher Paul F. Schmidt, we imagine “feelings” to include “thinking, acting, observing, believing, willing, remembering and hoping, in all their modes and moods.” We channel our hopes into radical concreteness, the “true-for-me,” Sartre’s “being-for-itself.” Let us confess to our thinking. When we allow the voice of the loving individual to be heard, we heal. Schmidt’s book Rebelling, Loving and Liberation is astoundingly good, by the way, as is the view of time expressed in T.S. Eliot’s poem “Burnt Norton.” Both are instructive of how to preserve concrete being in an administered society, if by “concrete being” we mean living in a present that contains many presents, many single concrete inclusive complete wholes, each one lived in the here and now of its own happening.